Trust... Again
It has been a rough few days. Hearing that Ethiopia changed it's court date policy last week (see entry below) left us with so many questions. Will this change delay our bringing home our precious boy? Likely. Will we get our court date this week and need to fly there next week? Possibly. I hope and pray so. Or will we need to wait for several more weeks before we even hear about a court date? Maybe. By Thursday night of last week, my head was swirling with doubts and fears. My biggest fear kept calling from the farthest corners of my doubt: What if something happens and we are not allowed to bring our son home?? That one fear wouldn't leave me alone. It followed me into all of my other activities. What if you can't bring your son home? What if you can't bring your son home?? By Thursday night, I just wanted to go to sleep to make the worry stop -- at least for a few hours. But I knew better....